{"id":401,"date":"2021-05-16T09:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-05-16T16:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/icanthascheezburger.com\/wordpress\/?p=401"},"modified":"2021-05-14T16:16:30","modified_gmt":"2021-05-14T23:16:30","slug":"reflections-from-the-void","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/icanthascheezburger.com\/wordpress\/2021\/05\/reflections-from-the-void\/","title":{"rendered":"Reflections From the Void"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When I moved to Portland, I developed a new hobby.<\/p>\n<p>Before the big move, Ben and I came up to visit our new empty house for a few days around the 4th of July to scope it out and just get a few preparation things done. I randomly encountered an ad for some chair that marketed itself as being made to feel like floating on water in a sensory deprivation tank. I found this claim to be kind of dubious and then, feeling prone to distraction, I decided I&#8217;d like to actually try out using a sensory deprivation tank. After all, sensory deprivation tanks are exactly the kind of weird thing you would expect to find in Portland, right?<\/p>\n<p>And in fact, you sure can! I found a little place called Float On, not far from our house, and I decided to book myself a session.<\/p>\n<p>(side note: I never did try this bean bag chair thing but I can pretty well guarantee you that it does not provide an experience comparable to using a sensory deprivation tank)<\/p>\n<p>Stepping inside the building, I immediately got relaxing vibes. It was spa-like. Quiet and peaceful, with a lobby full of comfy furniture. When it was my turn, one of the staffers walked me into the room. The room was very warm and had a blue color to the lighting. The staffer walked me through what to expect and how to prepare myself, and left.<\/p>\n<p>I got undressed, showered, then climbed into the tank, closed the door, and shut the light off.<\/p>\n<p>For the first few minutes, my sentiment was &#8220;okay, now what?&#8221; I was literally lying in a tank of water saturated with epsom salt, kept at a temperature of about 93 degrees Fahrenheit. Initially my back muscles felt kind of tense, like when I first get into bed, but gradually my muscles felt completely relaxed. After that happened, my mind started to relax too.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve come to realize that the trick to having a good float is not to try to have a good float. I had heard stories of people starting to visually hallucinate things in the tank, or getting into these deep states of relaxation or meditation, and of course I wanted to experience that too.<\/p>\n<p>But you can&#8217;t just <em>make<\/em> yourself experience that. It&#8217;s meditation-like (and in fact, if you want to start a meditation practice, floating would be a perfect way to get into it since it forces all other environmental distractions out). I&#8217;ve had good float sessions and bad ones. The bad ones for me are the ones where I feel too antsy to properly relax. When I&#8217;m having a good float, my mind just gets away from me. I don&#8217;t think I&#8217;ve fallen asleep floating, but I will often end up in a state close to it. My thoughts will start to wander aimlessly and 10 or 15 minutes later I&#8217;ll catch myself.<\/p>\n<p>I floated most recently last Friday. Last year I had gotten in one last float in March, then a few days later Float On announced they were closing indefinitely. When I first got my vaccine appointment, I knew one of the very first things I wanted to do once I was fully protected by the vaccine was go for a float. It was the self-care I knew I needed.<\/p>\n<p>When I went to float last Friday, I resolved to not expect anything of myself while floating. I knew I&#8217;d probably be kind of excited, and I didn&#8217;t want to build up the experience in my head and then just find myself bored half way through. I told myself that if my mind kept racing the whole time, that would be just fine. If nothing else, my muscles would be getting great relaxation from a long epsom salt soak. And by not putting that pressure on myself, the float was great and I was surprised when my 90 minutes were up and the music started to gently play to indicate it was time for me to get out.<\/p>\n<p>Sensory deprivation tanks are pretty popular; if you live in a decent sized city you probably have a place available near you. My local floating place has six different rooms, each with different kinds of tanks in them. If you&#8217;re the claustrophobic type, this probably isn&#8217;t going to be a good experience for you. But it&#8217;s one of my favorite things to do regularly, and when I come out of it, I feel a level of relaxation that nothing compares to.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I moved to Portland, I developed a new hobby. Before the big move, Ben and I came up to visit our new empty house for a few days around the 4th of July to scope it out and just get a few preparation things done. 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